a level results: thoughts

reflections:

even though you may have searched for the umpteenth time, retraced every possible route taken once again and racked your brain for the most rational explanation, sometimes what you have lost will still elude you no matter what. because that's just how life is: shit happens. yesterday was a train wreck -- i was a complete wreck-- and while it was horrible and emotional and all, at least it inspired a lot of thoughts within me and maybe after a while i found the courage to be at peace with myself.

... i think yesterday really gave me the opportunity to view myself, my relationship, and society in general in a wayy different light. it may feel like shit just keeps hitting the fan all at once but... what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? (: