depressing marital problems

sometimes, for a young adult ripe with optimistic hope and romantic ideals, it can get really depressing living in my household. somehow or another i keep encountering stories about failed marriages/repugnant spouse behaviour/malignant wife's sad situation. maybe all along i've been handling everything in my family like how a responsible, mature person should but nevertheless, they are NOT things that people my age should listen to. mum keeps telling me not to involve myself too much into relationships- but that doesn't make any sense to me at all because for me, it's either all or nothing. if you don't even want to invest your emotions, why get into a relationship in the first place??

haiz. i have to confess all that negativity is getting to me subconsciously.

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rach: haha what's with the sneaky laughter! xD yaa see you soon like on... friday x.x
niang: yeaa you're obviously affected by her optimism already (: wonder where she gets her energy from huh...