travel

so everyone's flying away now... just sent the bboys off to Hongkong (no less!) yesterday with freddi. coincidentally, we just returned from Paris on the same day too! hahaha check facebook photos if you don't believe. anyway i really really want to go overseas and EXPLORE THIS WORLD, or at least escape to some hidden corner of Singapore and just, do something new for a change, y'know. instead of re-visiting trite places and pretending not to be bored. then again, Singapore hardly offers much choice, does she?

deteriorating english omg; my atrophied ability to find the right expressions is highly disturbing D: and don't even get me started on french!! gah. will endeavour to read more this holiday... i don't really know where to get started though. will ask lc :D

been applying for jobs like crazy online... but so far no replies yet
:(( granted, it's only been 2 days haha. hmm maybe i should just relax and take my time first... can start to panic in Jan :D

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i was finishing up the final chapters of my superr emo chinese book on the train yesterday and i had to hold back my tears a couple of times
:(( EVERYONE DIES IN THE BOOK and there is hardly any other emotion that is described so vividly save for the melancholy and the furious. haha KS says i like to bring misery to myself; yes, maybe i just do. but it's a good book! niang i can lend it to you if you want (: i think you'll cry like siao.

ok this post has been verbal diarrhoea (incidentally i can never spell this word right...) might be the outcome of being reticent for too long... i wonder who actually still bothers to read this blog?? people i really want to talk to have been MIA/barely available/blatantly dao -.- grahhh but it's okay, YING CI IS BACK! <3