damn fking emo post

disclaimer: this post is laden with rather explosive undertones.

i'm going to retract my wish: i don't want things between us to go back to how they were before. in fact, i kinda wish i don't ever talk to you again? we've gone through bigger quarrels before, but somehow something in me snapped today... the biggest irony was that we didn't even talk at all, but actions always speak louder than words. so i've stopped hoping, and now i'm 90 messages nearer to disremembrance. three cheers for disillusionment.


occasionally i think of the guy whom i could always talk to about literally anything under the sun, share funny anecdotes till 2am in the morning and still not want to sleep; the guy who would laugh at me whenever i do retarded things, and pat my head when i'm sad/tired/frustrated-

not you. who are you?

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gonna work 300x harder the next few days to make up for the days occupied by my job. nothing like channeling your disconsolate emotions to drive your productivity.