making ugly decisions under the influence of alcohol... must have truly been on an all time low yesterday hur hur hur.







okay i don't know what's wrong with me. getting so good at building alternate realities to escape every time something major happens that i become so numb i scare myself. haven't properly sat myself down to deal with what happened yesterday. all the things you said. i'm too afraid to let myself go and get swept away by the torrents of tears and pain.