talking to you on the phone last night... was completely surreal. two silly, irrational kids doing what they do because of what their heart told them to. still quite cautious but i'm not sure how i'll react if we do meet... we'll just see how things go. all i did know was that for the first time in months i felt alive again -- and i was grateful, happy and carefree. that's all that ever matters isn't it? (: