#1: i realize cooking is really quite fun. okay this is superrr backdated but i attempted to cook 3 dishes WITHOUT the help of my mum and WITHOUT any prior experience. unless you count cooking omlette/fried rice/lasagna sauce as it. anyway it was quite successful! but there was no one to share my joy so i had to resort to calling random ppl and brag about it ^^ heh.
eh not bad right. i can go be housewife liaoz.
#2: job so far has been... ambivalent? there's plenty to learn so that's pretty exciting but there are pretty down moments for me too... first few days i was floating in my mist of loss + loneliness so that was pretty miserable. then today was worse coz i made a lot of blunders x.x like delivering the wrong orders to customers... omg it's a super big mistake can?? the whole time i was beating myself up about it, and it didn't help the auntie with the mean mouth said stuff that made me feel worse. anw after a while i decided to stop whining and get myself together. and luckily my superiors were damn nice so they didn't scold me at all. so morale of the day: a mistake is a mistake. suck it up.
#3: i miss everyone. like seriously seriously. today when the bboys chorused 'hi van' over the phone i almost cried :( omg i just missed having my old life when everyone was around and i didn't have to make new friends/look at people's face colour/swallow maligned air. rahhhhh. whine ttm.
