emotional day

yesterday my dream was a horror story >_<

thing is, i don't watch horror movies.
amazing.

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today was really emotional for me; felt like my tears just came with the flick of a switch. i don't know... somehow i feel that the sadness inside me knows no boundaries. like if you threw a stone into my heart you couldn't hear it sink. it's beyond the usual imissmyboyfriendwhydoesn'thelikemeeveryone'sleaving kind of emo. this sadness transcends all boundaries to become something that is genuine and all-consuming and inexorable.


i don't know. if you were here, i would have someone to tell. at least i had the faith you would understand.

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freddi: monday!! lol wait what gathering you talking about...