last sentences

:( 真的是有点哭笑不得。。。

today i was being nostalgic so i decided to reach into the glass jar the X gave me on my birthday last year and re-read all the last sentences again. and i realized, if i ever need to be reminded how it feels like to be loved, the jar would be the perfect solution... because even after we're no longer where we used to be now, those words still put a smile on my face and make me feel incredibly blessed (: (:



... but in the midst of it, i accidentally broke the glass jar :(((


and i just stoned there for a few seconds, not knowing what to do with so many thoughts and emotions running amok inside my head. wthh?! :( couldn't believe how bloody careless i was... but after a while i decided that maybe Fate is trying to show me that i can't keep holding on to the past, and that memories, beautiful as they are, can be equally vulnerable and dangerous. what matters is the here and now. so after clearing up the shattered pieces i began to feel alright, although i now realize i got a lot of small cuts on my fingers... *proceeds to stare at my fingers weirdly*

ok wow this is turning into a Great Gatsby.

43 last sentences in a jar
222 ILUs on a single sheet of paper
= different ways in which different people show different kinds of love; romantic love isn't the only kind of bread you subsist on. a greater capacity for hope in the future (: