last official school day

omg today didn't even feel like the last official school day. the only difference was that we... took a lot of class pictures? and we had a mini class dinner today which was (Y) haha. some people were blissfully in love, while others were more delighted by the good food so all was well. (no prizes for guessing which group i belong to) ahh then on the way home val and i had a good chat on the bus again ((: it's really quite nice talking to her even though we don't usually hang out a lot but we always get damn high gossiping about stuff when we're alone hahaha. poignant memories in a subtle kind of wayy... (:

talking about the love dynamics in our class kinda got me thinking... j2 life really is passing too quickly for me. it's kinda amazing how soo many things happened in j1 but they're all faded memories we file away in our dusty memory cabinets now :(( i'm so afraid of forgetting. and... i think i'll really miss hwa chong a lot. (omg i feel the imminent onslaught of an emo post) haha ok kidding. aiya but really..! all the shifting relationships- the one day bff, one day strangers/ one day acquaintances, one day good friends kind of stuff- is creating a lot of INSTABILITY and ANXIETY. salient characteristic of the modern world sigh oh well x(


where will the both of us be one year from now?