loneliness

it's times like this when realities of your loss hit you the worst and a sudden bout of emotions start to overwhelm uncontrollably that you fight the desperate urge to cry into somebody's shoulder because that somebody has forsaken you, and he is no longer here to fix your eyes.

thinking about that somebody sometimes make you cry even harder.

i'm getting better, really i am. but when you're lonely, perhaps you just hold on more to better times in the past, times when you had someone there who stood by you no matter what.