no space for self-doubt

it's been quite some time since i last felt the urge to blog - even plans for korea trip reviews are shelved to make time for more productive matters such as criminal case and sha hahaha. no but really, dance practices every night have been no joke. every week we're running a marathon and i need to find precious space in my schedule to breathe and remind myself what i'm fighting for. the body can crumble but the mind is the only thing that can steel itself and make it even stronger. mental willpower aside, the boy has also been the only thing that's been keeping me not only sane, but also very happy (:

6 more weeks to dancetitude.
7 more days to super 24 competition.

in the meanwhile, there's simply no time left for distractions and senseless doubts. especially with some exciting upcoming news ((:  i'm still trying to take it all in in the most forward-looking manner - making plans, creating mental lists, doing more - but wow. this is still too damn surreal. i look at myself and i can't believe i have taken that step to become who i am going to become in the near future.

no space for self-doubt.