so, on a whim, i was reading through this tucked-away file on my laptop that contained all the poems/prose that i used to write when i was in high school - and simultaneously getting scared by how much of a freak i used to be while wondering how out of touch i have become with writing. i can't seem to compose anything decent right now... unmotivated, perhaps? or maybe i've just been too lazy to use that part of my brain anymore. i'm gonna post a few stuff that i wrote (mostly emo stuff, because which teen didn't go through their own emo phase?), just for fun.
#1
#1
so we’ll
just fall hard and fall proud
stitch
ourselves back up when it all comes down
#2
tell me
with broken eyes
was I the
one who made you cry
if you
really meant what you promised
that ‘I
love you’ wasn’t just a lie
we started
out like sunshine
tasted love
so sweet it made me fly
but what
happened you took it all for granted
we’re stuck
here now and don’t you deny
have you
ever
missed me
like I missed you?
#3
hello
you’ll find me here right where you left me
just
because we never really said ‘bye’
and it’s
almost like a whole damn lie
you’ve
moved on whole and intact
but I’ve
never been more broken
#4
time stood
still as she watched you from afar
wondering
if sadness came in psychedelic colours
or muted
black and white
