been sleeping at obscene hours like 4-5am the previous nights because of supper outings with UNIFIC and/or dance meetings. it's a really, really unhealthy habit; one that would make me hopping mad at myself should i have been the person i was three years ago. now i'm not eating right, not sleeping right, not living right. but even all this physical fatigue can't offset the emotional one i'm feeling trying to fight the tremors of my weakness.