FEVER

this fever is serious last warning; my entire HEAD feels stuffed with weights and stuff that clackers when i move and the heat is just all contained inside such that the pressure is even harder to bear- I just wanna sleep in today but I have a hair appt scheduled for 12pm in town and my friend stood me up last minute so I won't have anything to do in between the appt and my 7pm stage run ARGH! and I just wanna whine so badly to somebody by there's no somebody in my life now (unlike his) so now I'm just rolling in my bed with a pathetic cooling pad on my face and hoping someone would just make the decisions for today.