tu me manques.

treading on very, very thin ice... afraid that if i take just an inch of a step bigger i'm gonna upset the balance and fall down hard again. and at the same time i know if i continue to walk barefooted i'm gonna end up with blisters and lacerations, maybe even have to amputate my legs off. but i'm willing to take that risk. because i have been to a darker place and this is the closest i've been to you ever since. it's making me feel happy and heartache-y and familiar all at once. you have to agree feeling alive is a lot better than feeling nothing at all...

will you call me again? like a line straight out of a movie.

because if i don't stop being vulnerable and lonely i'm gonna start a tragedy with the people i love, so no.