fked up

it's been barely two months and already you've made it seem like I never existed. there's a girl beside you in every photo, and I'm imagining her watching you as you study; she's laughing at your every joke, her eyes sparkling with laughter and life; she sits beside you when you eat just so she can encounter that occasional brush of the forearm; now she's picking out dishes to put on your plate, and your phone is full of texts from her. you speak to her everyday. soon she'll be the girl you can't take your mind off.

and just like that, I wither into the dark recesses of your mind, never to be spoken of and thought of ever again. that girl you swore to protect and love no matter what... such easy words.

and the worst thing is? I'm not even sure if it's just one girl. fighting for another girl already? *scoffs* itching to fuck up another girl aren't you.