but why can't you understand.
i guess right now i'm holding onto dance like it's the last thing that won't fail me can't fail me shan't fail me, and it's the only thing that's pushing me on despite everything. it means so much for me to grow as a dancer - because it's the only thing i have now it defines me and it will never hurt me. it just feels that i've lost too much, too much of myself even, and the last thing keeping me from going insane is this.
