so, mj dance camp... was LOVE ((: it feels really really good to be able to achieve that ! moment when you realized you get the choreography - the musicality, the accents, the swagger - and start rockin' it :D most of all i'm just really happy that i've improved so much since when i first joined mj and i know i'm just gonna keep improving from here on. there's so much to learn and being exposed to all the different genres was such an eye-opener. FIRST AHMAD LESSON! which meant first exposure to lyrical hiphop which i really enjoyed. all the instructors were so inspirational and the insane thing was they were so humble (: being down to earth made them appear first as a human than as a dancer and i appreciated their talent all the more for that. was also inspired by dopettm seniors - stoofi, mel, apple and kangli among the many. even though i feel kinda out of place with my own batchmates because they have their little cliques with hall/impressario groups yadda, i'm still grateful that mj has such great spirit and love from seniors. it was emotional getting encouragement from seniors whom i look up to because it was such a huge ego-booster and i guess that was exactly what i needed all along: a little acknowledgement to affirm that i'm actually good at one thing in my life
i won't let it get to my head. but perhaps i was just hoping i had someone who could understand that and be happy for me?
listening to Someone to Love Me by Diddy now (: gin's songs have so much soul and groovee. i know i'm a slow learner but i'm only starting to comprehend what it means to enjoy the song with dance. haha there's so many things i'm feeling and i really want to share it with someone so maybe that's why this post sounds like i'm rambling to myself... but i know this is genuine happiness and confidence that lasts so i don't want to lose it too soon. will continue to work hard and stuff! jiayou to myself.
on another note, studies have been good (:
