MJ

MJ chalet. was. amazinggg (: i think the highlight of the three days were the sick battles put up by the seniors - so inspiring! the amount of love and talent was through the roof, and the entire night was spent hyperventilating with the rest of the dancers :D though i didn't really connect with the people in my group... and it's probably coz i'm easily intimidated by people who are so different from me. but i was really glad i stayed the last night because i got to mix around with hilarious people from the other rooms. talking about hiphop history with Hadi, laughing at Bryan's jokes, htht with Jeremy/Ellery/Hadi at macs, playing circle of death with Yihfang/ Julynn/Zy/Zhongtang at dawn till the morning when we died laughing... honestly if not for the last day i'd still feel quite lost in mj. so, i'm quite glad (: now mj feels more like family.

pertaining to other areas in my life... the past few days have been quite terrible for me :( this cycle repeats every week i don't know how long i can stay strong for. i'm just hoping and praying that things will look up so i can remember why i'm holding on for so long.


life would be so much simpler if we can be retarded around each other all the time <3

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niang: ooh niang you read that book too? it's so good right. but still, nothing comes close to extremely loud and incredibly close (: let's go on book hunts in future!